So, I'm given a chance to connect to her in 5 days, minus the busy routine days Thursday and Friday, and they all add up to only 2 days (today has already been counted as one). As the clock ticks, my heart would go one second faster. So today is the first day, I was able to see her for.. around 10 hours+ and I was really glad. She even said it she's gonna love me with all she has, exactly what i was wishing for.

So.. this hasn't been felt for long, but now again, i'm reminded of how a heart could feel pain, how i can miss something so bad, love something so bad that even got me forgotten about basketball.

As I write, she's having dinner with one of her colleague, which will take up around 2 - 3 hours of my 1st day.. which sucks, but there's nothing I can do.. really..

Sometimes I wonder if there's a tool I can use to estimate or calculate how much I'm in love. But on her.. from 1 - 10 , i definitely love her more than 7. Cause I should know it myself.

I had a sneak peek of her wearing a dress, and trust me, she was unbelievably gorgeous, she looked so amazing I started crying.

Before I went deeply in love to her, I was ready to take the consequences of broken heart, cause I know, she's worth it, she's worth every tears I'd drop, she's worth every little second I've spent, she's worth every second of my basketball time, basically, she's worth EVERYTHING!
That's just how much I love her.

So 2 and not even half days left. Let's see what happens, I'm just gonna treasure every moment the clock is ticking! Enjoy every stares, every touches, every kisses, hugs, EVERYTHING!

If there's one thing I would like to comment against her BF, he should know he's got what all the men want..

Baby, you know I'd give you every little thing I got, and I really hope you're really truly my destiny.

Baby, I'm gonna wait even if it takes me forever, my love for you is just that deep..

I wanna feel this way till the end of time and I pray the day that you will be mine.

I hope I really can love you forever..