Whatever happened to my blogs O.o?

I guess my blogs got deleted.. Was it by me? Was it by author of Blogger? I have no idea... The fact is that they aren't there anymore.. Anyway... Ciaoo~~

Short reminisces

So yea, again, I forgot I've had a blog for pretty long time, and I just couldn't keep up with the time and the blog. Anyway, life hasn't been too fair to me , but it's been good.

For some reasons, I kept getting injuries which are alot worse than I've ever had (at least the pain) and of which I've had are the injuries I'm used to/hopefully gotten better.

So this is my second season playing in Auchenflower BBI, an official Brisbane Basketball branched in Auchenflower, and believe it or not, after our worst days on our first season, we actually got to play in the Finals and we were the 2nd top seeded team for our division (which is 6, trust me, I'm pretty ashamed of it) so far so good, not until one of my scorer injured his knee *claimed as dislocated knee, although it was not as bad as really dislocating his knee, so yeah... It's been fun, but it could be better. and FYI , we lost the Final... against the team we've once beaten by far margin... Not gonna talk deeper about it as I'd get pissed as words piling up on this blog...

So, recently, due to Supanova, an event held annually, the so called 'cultural expo' event which is basically an event where animes/cartoon/unreals freaks meet up and dress up; i've been close with some new friends. He introduced me to alot more of his friends which by now they are all my friends as well. That time while he was showing a picture of the group called "ISAGU/Indonesian Student Association in Griffith University", there was this girl who caught my eyes, well.. off course.. she was the finest girl/lady in the picture (no offense to the other girls). Since then I started to show up more often at this CESDI (a room of which ISAGU uses for many things...trust me when I say this.. MANY THINGS). She was there with all the gloomy face. I was just scared I might make her day worse.. So anyway I skipped all the intros and all the hard stuff and just left with the boys. But then, by chance, we get to meet and laugh, and talk, and have fun, and talk some more; basically, got to know each other scarily alot and fast. Soon I found out she was in relationship, and it was a Long-distance relationship. and again, by more of these chances, I got to watch her dance as well the cute sides of her, the awkward smile she had on when she made mistakes on her dancing. and AGAIN, by chance, she came down to watch me play basketball, which I felt incredibly excited, happy, nervous and so much more. and AGAIN , by chances..... anyway... you get what I mean...

I got to see so much of her faces, her facial expressions, her smiles, her giggles, pretty much everything in just a week. By then I knew I was in love...

Soon, my own self starts to stop my feeling to grow. There are some reasons, age as one of them, and off course her status being 'in relationship' as the other, I just had to stop...

Every morning when I woke up, I always tried to find her... thus I was always unable to sleep some more, and so I never had good sleeping time...

During work, I'd be reminded of her faces and smiles; and got excited about our next meeting...

It wasn't the occasion, it wasn't just the hobbies, I was plain HAPPY to just see you.

Anyway, this blog gonna end here... just because... She is someone else's sweetheart...

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